

Location: Los Angeles, California
Date: Friday, August 28, 2009
It takes time to get an intimate understanding of a place. It takes time to move beyond our initial observations and judgments. It takes time to be assimilated and to become something other than an outsider, drifter, and no man. This is not only true for places but for people and like with people, first impressions are usually just a partial picture.
This is not to say that the L.A. freeways don't still frighten me to death, nor that the smog here isn't grotesque... but there's a reason 10,000,000 people live here.
What blows me away more than anything is that although this population is staggeringly high, the people for the most part are still quite friendly and open. In this land where dreams come true people seem to have caught the contagion of bright-eyed optimism. That is from what I hear, unless they are behind the wheel. My friend here who lives in the downtown was saying how people are in their own world. They'll drive up on you, honk, swear, and lose their minds, but then when you pull into the parking space next to them ready for a fight, they hop out on their cell phones, give you an oblivious wave and off to their very important meeting.
This IS the land of movers and shakers. Everyone is important here. Or rather everyone thinks they're important, seeming to have not yet caught onto the fact that in reality they're just a spec in geological time. Not to say that all these filmmaking, movie producing gurus aren't important.. just to say that importance is relative.
The reason I came here is that I actually think this place is pretty important. L.A. was originally, and to a large extent still is, the only city appearing in my continental journey. Now why Los Angeles?
My original project proposal was geared around a contemporary pilgrimage down the center of the North American Continent. I spoke of the need to reconnect to traditional knowledge in the wake of an apparent crash course. The project was set up to explore silence, the transcendental, and this notion that with language we speak the world into being.
An extension of language is media, and it's hard to argue against the idea that with language/media we create the world. That media and the resultant world is nowhere more apparent than L.A. where material consumption is rampant and everyone is bloodthirsty to get their vision out to the masses, for mass consumption.
The question becomes what are we producing and why. Rapid-edit TV designed to suck the viewer into a state of submission just in time to deliver the repeated product placement punch to the minds eye. Tell them they're unworthy, tell them they're worthy, tell them anything to get them into the stores tell them anything that will prop up the capitalistic mechanism in which we all live. The pay off for those on top, beachfront properties, Mercedes convertibles, beautiful women clad in almost nothing, beautiful men with perfectly crafted pectorials, or anything else your heart desires from the storefront of the American Dream. It's enough to make your mouth water... or encourage you to tackle those freeways.
I know there's another paradigm we could be projecting onto ourselves, and I know it's starting to happen out there. More green TV being produced everyday.. but is that even possible? Green TV? The moment we submit to our couches and that radon gaze we let go of and lose so much more. We are letting go of imagination, community, and perhaps our own individual and self determined uninformed vision of reality. The only way to think freely is to turn off and disconnect the external inputs.
The consumer is the most studied animal on the planet. If you still hold the illusion that they don't understand what makes you tick/buy/move/groove/want/consuuuuume.. than think again.
But the current paradigm isn't all bad, in fact, it's the only one we seem to have these days. So the question becomes how do we tweak it and make the small adjustments necessary to turn the tide. I don't know.. in fact I have little idea what I'm even talking about.. all I know is L.A. and it's 10,000,000 inhabitants is an interesting example of what we're capable of.. but I still maintain on some level that in the past one hundred fifty years we've witnessed a vast and self defeating misallocation of our earths resources.
Ha, this was supposed to be an optimistic blog... I guess L.A. still has some charming to do.
peace,d